mood swing

lately i feel so down, so confused, so week, so vulnerable

maybe due to the hormonal changes....maybe due to stress....maybe due to everything under the sun....

i lost my appetite...i lost my focus.....i lost my will to fight....suddenly i feel i'm not the same person anymore....

come to think about it, hey, there are so many unfortunate ppl out there! Why should i be feeling like i'm one of them?

i am blessed to have a beautiful family, two adorable and charming cupcakes, a job that provides everything for my family, a nice house to stay (soon!), a national car to drive etc

i have everything that i need...wake up!

what more do i need?

i just need to learn how to be grateful and continue spreading the positive vibes to ppl around me....Insha Allah

alhamdullilah

kita hanya merancang, Allah yang menentukan segalanya..

mungkin kita rasa kita belum bersedia, but Allah knows best.....

alhamdullilah, syukur ke atas segala rezeki yang telah dikurniakan oleh Mu ya Allah....

Adiy's going to nursery...

:'/

bibik udah kepulangan last week...maka nya, adiy harus dihantar ke nursery...huhuhuhu

lama jugak nk carik nursery/babysitter utk adiy nie...tp last skali, we've decided to send adiy to anya's school...senang sket...jimat masa mama & papa nk mengambil and menghantar ke satu tempat....actually school anya tak terima kids below 2yo...tp sbb adiy nie adik anya, so kira boleh la...lagipun adiy dah pandai jalan....

bermula la episod ibu mithali....hari2 bangun kul 6 pagi demi nk masakkan bubur untuk adiy tercinta...hahahaha....tahan 3 hari je kul 6 pagi, hari ke-4, mama overslept...tak sempat nk masak bubur....jenuh gak nk mencari bubur utk adiy nie, g petronas, yilek, g mcD yilek, sib baik ada kat restoren belangan section 7....phewwww....mekacih kat akak2 ofis yg bg panduan mencari bubur utk adiy...heheheh...esok cuti legaaaaa....

petang first day tu I tny feedback on adiy from the teacher....teacher ckp adiy ok, independent, nangis sket time bangun tido sbb tempat yg tak biasa kot and last but not least, BYK makan...hahahaha...segala sosej dia makan.....hmmmm, kalo dia dok ngn mama dia, mmg confirm tak dpt makan sosej tu...paling kuat pun bubur tambah jer...keh keh keh.....

naik keta, adiy n anya terus tido....penat seyhhhh

eid mubarak!

Lamanyer tak update blog...nampak sgt ke"busy"an tahap melampau kan....however, i hope its not to late to wish u "Selamat Hari Raya Eidul Fitri"

 *Camat ayi ayer*

Tahun nie tema biru....pagi first day raya ada di Ipoh, then dlm kul 3-4ptg tu bertolak balik ke Perlis...kereta ok....banyak, but moving...then raya ke3 g balik ke Ipoh....on the way balik tu, Papa singgah dkt Klinik Kesihatan Alor Star...ada job sket....papa ckp dlm 30 minit...tgk2 dkt 3 jam kami tunggu dlm klinik tu....phewwww....boleh imagine tak perangai anya & adiy after one hour waiting? menjerit, menangis, semua package lengkap...nurse2 yang lalu pun asyik tegur....

*kakak anya boringla tunggu papa*

on the way back to Ipoh tu, mmg jem ya amattttt..bertolak kul 5-5.30 ptg from alor setar, smpi ipoh nk dkt kul 11 mlm...sempat lagi ajak papa g tido hotel sementara nk tunggu jem reda...hahahaha....next balik putrajaya ari khamis...alhamdulilah, traffic smooth......


raya kali nie best sbb adiy dah pandai berjalan....tak larat nk mengejar dia...tp tetap best.....kakak Anya plak dah pandai nk melaram...nk gelang la, nk rantai la...bukan yg emas punya, tapi yg manik2 tu...pakai kejap jer, pastu dicampaknyer sesuka hati...hehehee....



okla...till next post...

happy birthday my dear adrianna & adiy

Happy birthday adrianna and adiy sayang...semoga adrianna & adiy membesar menjadi anak yang solehah dan soleh, taat pada perintah Allah, dengar kata mama & papa, belajar rajin-rajin, dikurniakan kesihatan yang baik dan membesar menjadi orang yang berguna. Mama loves both of you so much sayang....you are the most best things ever happen to me....

Sorry this year we cant over celebrate....we'v just lost your dear great grandmother.....semoga  roh arwah ditempatkan dikalangan orang-orang yang beriman dan solehah....amin....al fatihah to my dear maktok....

We held a small celebration at Adrianna nursery in the morning and at home in the evening...but Adrianna doesnt seem to enjoy the celebration at the nursery...she was busy tagging her papa and mama...fret that her papa and mama will leave her there....so after the small tea-break, adrianna follow me back home.....

for the celebration, i made baked macaroni and caramel cake for her....baked macaroni turn out to be ok but the caramel cake was a disaster....thats what happen when you blindly took the recipe from the net without trying it first.Luckily Secret Recipe opens at 10am...so sempat la papa go and grab one strawberry marshmellow cheesecake for Adrianna n her friends....

 

At the nursery

 Thank you aunty ja for sponsoring the baskin robin ice cream cake...

 At home

Happy birthday Darling!

My darling hubby turns 31 today...Happy birthday dear...hope u'l have a wonderful day today and for the rest of your life with us....thank you for always be there for us.....

For that, i dedicate this song for you....We love u so much PAPA!!!

From,
Your sweet wife, Anya & Adiy

"A Thousand Years"

Heart beats fast
Colors and promises
How to be brave
How can I love when I'm afraid to fall
But watching you stand alone
All of my doubt suddenly goes away somehow

One step closer

I have died everyday waiting for you
Darling don't be afraid I have loved you
For a thousand years
I'll love you for a thousand more

Time stands still
Beauty in all he is
I will be brave
I will not let anything take away
What's standing in front of me
Every breath
Every hour has come to this

One step closer

I have died everyday waiting for you
Darling don't be afraid I have loved you
For a thousand years
I'll love you for a thousand more

And all along I believed I would find you
Time has brought your heart to me
I have loved you for a thousand years
I'll love you for a thousand more

One step closer

supplements

lately i'v been feeling a little bit tired....maybe its due to work or managing the kids, which i'm not sure which one, but i know i have to do something...

wanted to try the multivitamin....dunno which one to choose....so last sunday while browsing the vitamins shelf at watson, i opt for centrum...i used to take centrum lonnggggg time ago...haahahah...so i tot, mmmm, maybe i shd start to take it again...

at the payment counter, the cashier told me this..."kak, emmm, vitamins nie tak elok untuk kita org islam"...i was like....haaaa? betul ke? naper tak letak notification kat shelf tu.......the cashier said that, they have put something on the shelf, but i dont see them....i thanked her for telling me that....so cancel amik centrum....

this morning i saw one of my fren post at fb...she's one of shaklee's consultant...so i fb msg her...asking whether shaklee multivit...and yup, they do have...plus its halalan toyyiba...they even got a halal cert! that was a relieve.....my fren asked me whether is it ok me to swallon BIG pills? erkkkkk....of coz no....i had a hard time swallowing the gigantic calcium during my pregnancy...

then my fren suggested that i take meal shake....emmmmm....if i have to choose between a pil and a shake, i think i'l go with pil...its faster to swallow a pill than a glass full of vitamins....urghhhhh...but my fren promised me that the shake is tasty...even adrianna can take the shake....emmm....so i decided to go with the mealshake...cant wait for the shake to arrive my doorstep tommorrow....

will give my review on the shake next month...insyaAllah....if you want to know about the shake, u can go to my fren's blog here.

or u can read the benefit here:-

Complete Nutrients - Provides 24 types of A to Z essential vitamins, minerals and trace minerals. Deficiency in trace minerals will affects the absorption of vitamins and causes inactive enzymes. It also contains soy lecithin that works hand-in-hand with fat soluble vitamins.

Supplies Key nutrient to cells - Rich in protein (contain no lactose) that helps in forming skin, nails, hair, organs, blood, immunised cells etc.

Aids in Growing Up - Contains folic acid, biotin, rich in calcium and magnesium that are needed for building bones and cells in the growing up process.

Anti-Oxidants - Contains vitamins A, C, E, zinc, selenium which are the anti-oxidant components for anti-ageing.

Restore skin complexion - Contains complete vitamin B-Complex, iron, copper to form healthy red blood cells, thus improves the skin colour complexion.

Detoxification - Rich in soluble fibre that helps the (peristalsis of colon and stomach/bowel movement) to excrete excess fat and waste from the colon and stomach.

Great Taste for young and old - Delicious drink with natural fructose; quick replenishment of the necessary nutrients for the body; contain no artificial colouring and artificial sugar.